I find that my life involves a lot of waiting. I wait for results. I wait for things to work themselves out. I wait for a child's medical condition to reveal itself. I wait for other shoes to drop. I wait for decisions to be made and situations to change.
It's not to say I'm not proactive. I am, or at least I try to be, but at the end of the day, there are things over which we have little control and we therefore must take it on faith, take it to the heart and there is no doubt that for me, right now, the waiting is the hardest part.